I've been smoking for a few years now. This is a chronicle of my experience quitting from day one until I no longer feel the urge for a cigarette. I hope this blog becomes inspirational to anyone else wants to quit but needs that extra push in the right direction.

3rd January 2010

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So I messed up and I may have had a cigarette or two. My bad. Last night got a little stressful and I caved in to the pressure. THIS DOES NOT MEAN ITS OKAY. This is a serious commitment like a relationship and like a job and like everything you and I are going to do in our lives. If every time the going gets tough we just give up on our commitments what kind of people are we? I believe it is reasonable to use the weening method of 1-3 cigarettes a in order to help make this transition period a little easier. Since I’ve made a big mistake and relapsed in a big way I’m cutting my acceptable cigarette limit to .5 cigarettes a day. I don’t even have my pack with me now and I’ll be at work for the next 8 and a half hours without access to any. Right now I feel pretty good about my decision. Lets see in a few hours how much I am regretting it. As a reminder to you guys. I have posted it, it is law. I promise not to betray your trust in me, if I blog one thing and do another there’s no point in writing this blog.

So I messed up and I may have had a cigarette or two. My bad. Last night got a little stressful and I caved in to the pressure. THIS DOES NOT MEAN ITS OKAY. This is a serious commitment like a relationship and like a job and like everything you and I are going to do in our lives. If every time the going gets tough we just give up on our commitments what kind of people are we?

I believe it is reasonable to use the weening method of 1-3 cigarettes a in order to help make this transition period a little easier. Since I’ve made a big mistake and relapsed in a big way I’m cutting my acceptable cigarette limit to .5 cigarettes a day. I don’t even have my pack with me now and I’ll be at work for the next 8 and a half hours without access to any.

Right now I feel pretty good about my decision. Lets see in a few hours how much I am regretting it.

As a reminder to you guys. I have posted it, it is law. I promise not to betray your trust in me, if I blog one thing and do another there’s no point in writing this blog.